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Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 07:45:21 GMT

Well hello there people. Not much going on.. just decided to randomly update my xanga for no good reason other then its here.

SOOOOO

WHO LIKES ICONS???

I'm guessing all of you do. Yep. Each and every one. So you know what you should do about your liking of icons?

Go to my icon site and subscribe and comment and take.

Yep. thats what you should do.

The link isssss.... looove_fool

Shwiinnnng! Just felt like doing that.

But yes, now im going to give you an icon that i love. so enjoy it. and laugh with it. and such... i bet all of you adorable H/Hr shippers out there shalt appreciate its tremendous genius. Feel free to steal it.

... muahahahaha! GINNY AND SKILLS?! RIGHT. AND IM VOLDEMORT.

And for good measure because im feeling nice.

I'll post more H/Hr icons soon mmmkay?

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:37:12 GMT

So in recent news...

Wow I havent used this xanga in a while. Hello all. *waves*

I hate JKR. And her atrocity of a book. Lets just say that.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince? hah. I could think of a few better titles myself.

Perhaps Harry Potter and the Monster Inside His Chest

or Harry Potter and the Character Assassination of Hermione Granger (dont give me credit for that one.. I read it somewhere)

perhaps

Harry Potter and We Could Have Had Years... well I'm glad you didnt.

*disgust*

Amanda

Thursday, September 30, 2004

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 01:47:14 GMT

Hey

Life really does suck.

I dont feel like talking about it. im too depressed and/or lazy. I'll probably write soon though. I have a lot to catch you up on... lord, my life is like a freakin' soap opera.

Later days

Amanda

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Sunday, September 26, 2004

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 23:07:21 GMT

Boys suck.

More later.

Amanda

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 15:18:49 GMT

Sooooo I have a tres tres interesting weekend!!!

On friday me and Adrienne went to the senior football game again. It was fun but, lol we lost. Oh well... and unfortunately no streakers this time.

This morning (saturday) im going to get highlights in my hair. Then at around 4, Adrienne's gonna come over and we're going to walk to callingwood to rent movies. Then obviously, we're gonna go watch movies. Ryan might come over later to watch them with us! yay! And then Adri is sleeping over.

On Sunday me and Ryan are going out!!!!!!!! It was so weird. On thursday he gave me a note in class that said: "wanna hang out at the mall this sunday?" and then we arranged to meet at like 4 and do mini golf and see a movie. im so excited obviously its not a real date, since he has a gf, but like a whole bunch of my friends that i have told this to have said, "it IS like a date! but without his girlfriend!" so i dont know what that means.. heh heh.

Anyways, i am very excited for EVERYTHING

I'll write more later

Love you all!

Amanda

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 22:54:14 GMT

So the exciting soap opera life of Amanda has a new episode to report about!!

I was kind of in a bad mood yesterday, and I really couldnt wait until Ryan came on msn so i could, you know.. make him call me, so I could chat with him. He's very good at cheering me up. But then Adrienne called a little before around 8 (thats when Ryan comes on around) and I was talking to her on the phone for a while and Ryan on msn. She had called Ryan a little bit before to ask him for pictures and he kept bothering me to talk to her. So then I let Adrienne go so she could call Ryan, and then I was ignored for like a half an hour! I was like... "ryan? Ryan! RYAN!!!!" it was so irritating. Then he came back on and was like "OMG im so sorry. i was talking to adrienne on the phone for like a half an hour and my parents jacked the computer." oh fine, whatever. that didnt matter so much. But then I was talking to him on msn and he was kind of preoccupied and I asked him if he was on the phone and he said yes to his girlfriend. Well it was getting to be the time of his bedtime (he goes to bed super early at like 9 because he gets up at 5 to work out at the YMCA every morning.. thats how he gets his sexy-ass body) and I really had wanted to talk to him. So he sensed that something was wrong, and I tried to tell him about it, but it was hard cause MSN isnt very personal, and hes like a different.... distant person on msn. so i tried to hint for him to get off the phone w/ his girlfriend and call me, because by this time i really, REALLY needed a friend. But he just wasnt getting the message. So i tried one last time (since again, he was seemingly preoccupied) and this is what happened:

dont walk away pretendin everythins ok & u dont care bout me/theres just no use/wen all ur lies becum ur truths i dont care says:

so do you want me to go so you can talk to the person on the phone better without having to worry about me

With God as my shield and love being armor I am prepared for anything. says:

kinda

With God as my shield and love being armor I am prepared for anything. says:

I know I am horrible for saying that

With God as my shield and love being armor I am prepared for anything. says:

but I want to help you but I can't

dont walk away pretendin everythins ok & u dont care bout me/theres just no use/wen all ur lies becum ur truths i dont care says:

its fine

dont walk away pretendin everythins ok & u dont care bout me/theres just no use/wen all ur lies becum ur truths i dont care says:

ill see you

With God as my shield and love being armor I am prepared for anything. says:

okay

With God as my shield and love being armor I am prepared for anything. says:

don't be mad

With God as my shield and love being armor I am prepared for anything. says:

peace

dont walk away pretendin everythins ok & u dont care bout me/theres just no use/wen all ur lies becum ur truths i dont care says:

im not mad

dont walk away pretendin everythins ok & u dont care bout me/theres just no use/wen all ur lies becum ur truths i dont care says:

why would i be mad

dont walk away pretendin everythins ok & u dont care bout me/theres just no use/wen all ur lies becum ur truths i dont care says:

bye

I was so incredibly upset. im serious. It like set me off. Like, I understand that he wants to talk to his girlfriend and everything, but im his friend! Laina says that boyfriends and girlfriends take top priority when you have one, no matter what. I dont think I'd be like that. I mean, sure if both my friend and boyfriend were having troubles, id choose my boyfriend (unless it was one of my best friends or something) but if I had to choose between having a normal conversation with my boyfriend or helping out a friend that was upset and needed me, I would give up everything for that friend.

Maybe that's just me.

Anyways, I was really kind of sad for most of the day. Ryan was wondering what was wrong and in CALM I told him I wasn't mad at him. He said: "Oh, I know. you just look so sad. please tell me. I want to help." So I sent him a note and told him to call me tonight and I'd explain. He wanted to know more then that then, so I just explained to him. He felt really, really, really bad. And I just let him know, exactly as I thought in my mind what I felt. Which is that, we're not good friends anymore. Before this had happened, we had both commented that we were getting to be good friends, and that we probably would be soon. But now he's going to have to earn my good-friendship. I mean, we're still friends, and im not mad at him, especially after our talk, but it was like when he was being superficial (I get mad at him when he obsesses over the way a girl looks; i think he shouldnt be so.. i dont know.. chauvanistic...? And I had told him that before I had thought he was a really good almost perfect guy, and that by acting like all superficial, he ruined my impression of him. I was kind of dissapointed in him. He was really upset when I told him that.. and i think it stayed with him cause he mentions it all the time.) I was dissapointed in him again. I didnt have...no not trust.. i still have trust in him.. but love in him anymore. i mean, i dont know. I still like him as a friend, and as more then a friend, but I lost some of my love for his character and person. you know? Anyways, I told him it would take him a while to get back that love for him, but it could be accomplished. He understood really well, and said that he'd try to make it up to me. We'll see.

He said he'd call me tonight. we'll see if that happens to. At this point, im not holding out any hope.

Anyways, I gotta go.

Write more soon

Love Amanda

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 22:53:57 GMT

Sometimes life rocks sometimes it sucks. I have no clue whats going on. I talked to him on the phone last night.. it was going awesome until he said he had to go so he could call his gf. That kind of ruined my mood.

We e-mailed each other back and forth in CALM today. he signed one of his e-mails "Love ya". so we'll let people interpret that for themselves. I honestly have no hope. lol.

So im not sure how i feel right now. hopefully ill get to talk to him on the phone again tonight. i adore him, i know that much.

Well one part of my life seems promising... look at this romantic forcast for the month or week or whatever:

Feeling frisky? Well, if you're not now, you will be soon. This month is about to be filled with love like you've never seen. Libra is the sign of love and relationships, and we've got four planets -- an unusually large number -- making their presence known in the sign this month: the Sun, Mercury, Mars and Jupiter. Technically, you started feeling the effects on September 14th when the Moon moved into Libra, but things really get going a week later on the 22nd.

The Sun goes into Libra on the 22nd, which on its own isn't unusual, but you'll start to notice some loving feelings creeping into your life -- you'll find you're even more charming, approachable and likable than usual. Then on the 24th, Lady Luck (in the form of Jupiter) will take up residence in your love life, and she'll stay there for roughly a year. As if that's not enough, Mars, the planet of action, will become a powerful force on the 26th, helping you take romantic matters into your own hands. Finally, Mercury, the ruler of communication, smiles down on you, allowing you to converse effortlessly with whomever you desire.

Thanks to all this planetary action, you're charming, lucky in love, making romance happen and communicating beautifully with your lover. If you play your cards right, you could make these next four weeks some of the best of your life. Mars will certainly do what it can to make sure you don't just sit back and wait for love to happen, and here at Astrology.com, we're prepared to do the same!

Sounds pretty damn good to me. The weird/freaky part of it was that it was last tuesday when I decided that I like him, and thats when i got his msn and all that, and thats the day that i "start feeling effects" well if its as right as it sounds.. and as good as it sounds, the greatness in my love life that lasts for a year starts tomorrow.

I cant wait. Lets hope so.

Love Amanda

PS: Ive had this song stuck in my head ALL DAY LONG. LOL its a good song tho.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 19:35:46 GMT

You know what? Liking people sucks.

I like him way way way way too much.

I'm way too depressed lately to be normal.. well thats not true. I'm way too moody like someone that is pregnant. I was in a great mood when I came home from the mall with Laina, but then I was talking to Kelsey on msn and I kind of reminded myself that he has a gf and he wasnt on msn, so I said to Kelsey that he's probably out with his gf. He actually hasnt been on all day today.. he's probably out with her some more. Then I got all depressed and ive been like that ever since. Life sucks.

Oh and I have a shitload of CALM homework to finish. I'm currently working on a 'visual presentation' about Basic Needs. Thanks, Mr. Fedun, thanks.

So I have to go sulk off somewhere and be moody. See ya later.

Amanda

PS: "Lately I cant be happy for no one/they think I need some time to myself/I try to smile but I can't remember/and I know tomorrow there'll be nothing else" --Hotel Paper by Michelle Branch

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 16:20:13 GMT

So yesterday I went to our school's first senior football team. My friend Ryan was playing, but i think he's second string so he didnt go on.

I went with my friend from CALM class Adrienne (shes friends with ryan too) lol we could see him all the way in the back of all the guys because he was so tall. hahahahaha.

We actually went to the side of the bleachers that was less crowded, so we wouldnt be around people from our school that we hate but, lol it ended up being the enemy school's side. oh well! so adrienne embarassed me by cheering her ass off.. lol everyone glared at us cause we were cheering for our team and they were cheering for the other one.

Oh, and the most exciting thing that happened at the game.. 3 boys streaked down the field! one was on a scooter! lmao it was so funny. i didnt have to see anything in detail because they were on the other side of the field by the player. lol so funny...

anyways, not much else to say

write more later

Love Amanda

Thursday, September 16, 2004

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 22:51:01 GMT

An update on the guy. I got his phone number, and he walked me to class, and i might be going w/ adrienne tomorrow to see the senior football game which he is IN!

I talked to him on msn last night. here are some interesting bits of our conversation:

him: I think you are a realy nice person

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i WaNnA KiSs u EvErY mInUtE eVeRy HoUr EvErY dAy U gOt Me iN a SpiN bUt EvErYtHiNg iS A.OK i BeLiEvE iN a ThiNg CaLLeD LoVe says:

me, personally, im such a loser i have never smoked or done any drugs. i know lots of people feel peer pressure, and i do too, but ive never given in to it